We Are So Proud of you Zen

We Are So Proud of you Zen

Those are the words I needed to hear.

Throughout my whole life. Not, oh, you got 5 A's in high school, we'll give you $5.

Oh, you graduated TAFE, I've got to go back home to my wife, coz a hormonal pregnant woman said I can't stay. Translation: I'm scared for my life and I want to be with my wife, I don't want to see you graduate

Crying on the endof the phone, Brother: "Oh I've got to go do some washing now..."

Later: "Mum G doesn't care."
Mum: smile

"Mum this is the only night I can call Clarence, can I please call her."
Later:

Yelling: "Don't tell me to get off the phone."
Yelling back: "I didn't tell you to get off the phone, I asked you..."
Mum: "Don't yell at me!"
Quietly: "You yelled at me first."

Me now: Clarence is asleep and I needed to talk to someone. So instead of breaking any further, I come here and try to find a way to get this hurt and pain out, so I don't take a pill.

So I don't want to kill myself anymore...

I want to live, but I don't want to live like this, I don't want to live like this with her. I hate my mother and I wish she was dead, not me.

Coz I am dead inside and she keeps killing me with her harsh tone and thoughtless words.

Jesus is right here where I need Him to be, but I wish I was with Him where He is...

When will I live free of this life, when will I BREAKAWAY!!! Kelly Clarkson...