After Offloading

Phew, I feel better.

I certainly do feel better right now...my head is in a better headspace.

I don't really feel so hungry to eat, coz well, my tomach isn't wanting anything.

Norma isn't on my mind so much right now and that is ok, her funeral is soon...

Poor M, her grandmother has died and she doesn't want to come to P for the funeral and she won't geez.

It's just that wow, yeah, its a stunned feeling when someone dies who you love.

I think the best remedy is to say to them all you need to say, not the "I hate you coz..."

But the whole "I love you and will miss you coz" no one wants to hear what such a shit they've been in their life.

No one wants regrets...