HP Overboard?

I don't know, I don't think I've become obcessed, I'm enjoying the jellyfish feeling of just floating and enjoying the "waves" push me to and fro.

If it gets too much I push thoughts aside. Though I am finding the silly grin on my face is getting questions. When I'm drafting an sms, I must go into a "zone" coz Mum asks me who I'm writing to. I just say nothing really, my last answer was: "Oh I'm just drafting an sms."

I used up the last of my prepaid credit on Christmas messages to those on the same soil. Then I sent an sms invite to a bunch of people inviting them to the Cott Beach Arvo/Day so now the sms I was planning on sending next will have to wait til I feel like it.

The thing is now, I am being a scientist, I've taken him, the jellyfish out of the water. I've poked him with "I've got a crush on you." what a sweet response. So I'll say something at a later date.

I'm being a scientist in that I'm seeing what he'll sms next or if he'll "Do" anything...

Meeting him face to face after that sms moment will be very weird, so I hope the Beach day will be easier.

Probably not...