Back to Me Now

On a more personal note, I'm finally adjusting better to the situation I am in.

The pain is there, I acknowledge it, I'm taking the meds, minimally as I can.

I have to buy a new bed coz the bed I have now is making the pain worse...

I need new bras also to help with the top weight support system. Yes, I considered a reduction operation, but even with private health cover, I'd still be waiting another 10 months. So its to the gym for me.

Mum and I are going to brave going to the shops on the day after the "Day After".

Boxing day ought to be called Boing Day. As its the day everyone bounces back from stuffing themselves silly and run around the shops mad as hatters. Buying stuff they probably don't even want, and only do it coz the have that "Oh my gosh!! It's such a bargain"

The cash registers and the banks go ka-ching and I guess everyone is happy except for the poor people who wish they could run around the shops and spends $100's of dollars.

*sigh*

I must really go to bed now. I've taken meds at 6.50pm or something, but now its coming back, I wish I had been in bed. My prescription does allow me to take a few more, maybe I need to as I really need the energy for tomorrow.

We will be spending the arvo at the pool and spa, so I hope Mum can last the distance, well most importantly I can last the distance in trying stuff on.

I've decided to go to Myer so I can get a proper fitting and get some sports bras for the gym, they do sag quite disgustingly!

Zen over and out...