10 Hours of Clarence Time

Well Friday night was really good. I secretly wished Hairy Potter would pop up somewhere and say "Hi" so I could introduce Clarence and HP, but sadly he didn't.

But it was soooo soooo soooooooo fun and so relaxing, Clarence was so at ease and happy and stuff, it was so good!!

I can't believe I bought clothes in Target and wore them to go out for dinner! I'm not ever a clothes girl!!! I guess I am changing...

When we were at the beauty salon, [becoming even more beautiful], I found my next impulse buy!!

Actually that's not true at all, [that's my Mum's worries talking:
*putting the nag on* "You shouldn't be buying anything right now, you can't afford!"]

I don't ever impulsively buy. I always weigh up the: "Do I need it" versus "Can I afford it?" Actually I don't buy anything I can't afford and I've only used my credit card dumbly once and yes, that was lately, but I put a stop to it... sheeesh!! Give me a break, I've only admitted it to three people, that's me Clarence and you!

I think that I am getting better at decisions, I've been told that fear is the thing behind making decisions. If you are not able to make a decision, then ask your self: What am I afraid of?

Well change is always good.


Had some bad news about that Administration Assistant job I applied for. No go. So the HR person who said no, who returns to work about the same time as me, I'm going to ask for a meeting. So I can see her squirm if she lies and says it was anything other than current issues at work.

I got up today and was so physically and emotionally tired that I just couldn't force myself to water Mum's roses and peanut bush thingo or baby natives.

Mum would've really *itched at me if I guiltily confessed that I didn't water them, either that or the sun would leave the tell tale signs of burn marks on the poor bushes.


Thank you Jesus!!! He brought on the rain several times over!!


I love rain, growing in up in NZ, it was a normal part of life. So was getting wet throughout winter. I think that is why I have such good nerve endings, I got so wet, but always got through the day sopping wet or cold or whatever.

PS, I've made a decision, whoever the lucky guy is that I get married to...he'll never see this blog, it's my very own online diary and he can't have access to it so nerrr!!! Couples don't tell all and I am a naturally private person...