Keeping Score

This year: True names so as to protect their innocence, but to remember who they really are/were for posterity.

I realised that I'm not giving up this blog and I'm never going to share it with anyone, even my "future husband" should I choose to marry some idiot ;)

Since 2005/2006
Caspian - Classic sweet guy who is finally beginning to grow up!! I can't wait to see him again. He is learning to talk awwwwwwww!! I mean that he is socially and being less vague, (less like a ditz!!)
I hope he has not cut his hair!! I love his hair!!!

2008 Score:
Drew - Dickhead who hurt me the worst in my life, its taken me since 2004 to realise
David - absolute dickhead very insecure and wanted to "own" me
Adam - typical nice guy, Geek, Freak, at the moment - idiot!!!!! Isn't smart enough to find a loophole in all of the barriers I've put up. Probably the thing though, its a form of protection for the both of us. I'm too hurting at the moment.
Jayson - Jock, sweet guy has cute deep pools for blue eyes if I wasn't so fucked in the head, I'd date him - maybe I will thought I'm not greedy I can only date one at a time
Eric - Bodyfit / training to be a personal trainer [I have crush on him]

2009 Score:
Sam - IT Geek who sold me my new computer [dunno maybe there was no crush, but he is very cute and very mature for 19 - very wow!!!]
Chris - very very very very cute Chinese guy who might try and get a job at my work - Chris winked at me and I'd totally date him, very hot!!!
Jake - same as above, but Sam jazzed up my lappie yayayayayayyyyyyyyy!!!

They are both Chinese and what is so funny is that I said to both of them,

"Geez if a bomb was dropped on China, the rest of the world would be fucked"

I'm in love!!! I am having to buy my computer, that is pay for it via the bank, so from up to 10 days from that date yayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

It flamingo pink and it has a blue bag and I think I'll call it Pinkie!!! If I get a pet budgie I might call it Punky Brewster, that cool strong cartoon and tv show character I watched as a kid, it'll be a boy one though, or it will be hand reared, baby, so maybe it won't be a boy??? Dunno :)