I am sorry

Yes I am sorry for being such a drag and complaining a lot these past blogs, I wish I was in a better mood not a bitter mood.

My brother living with us at the moment (Mum and I) is really getting me down. Even though he is 35, he is very much still a "look at me, Mum" kid.

So I don't get to talk privately with Mum much and we usually have a chinwag every day but now it's impossible and we're both out of practice.

This morning, I don't like dogs in the house and its fairly overcast. Chopper, the stupid dog (brother's big sook of a dog) wouldn't go outside. I threw biscuits outside, I spoke in a nice tone. But the little *astard wouldn't go outside and coz he was inside, Mum's dog wouldn't stand for it, so she scratched at the door for ages.

At first I thought it was him wanting to go outside, but apparently he can hold it for a while, as I thought when he needed to pee, I'd lock him outside. Even Mum had problems getting him outside when they meditated this morning. yes I didn't get an invite once again, so much so, she actually woke me up.

I am really beginning to hate those dogs. I think Mum shouldn't have let Brian's dog inside at all. He's way too spoilt now.

I can feel the hate ebb in. I'm so damn depressed about it, I'm turning into choclit coz I'm eating so much of it.

So onto brighter topics...