Avril

As said before, I've been feeling sick today, finally feeling better at 1pm, yay as I've a party to plan, drinks to decide on and etc.

So I've been listening to Avril Lavigne and as always, she makes me feel better, about myself, free as she is so liberated herself (in her songs anyway). So she's a personal hero of mine, but all I could think of was this site that I found or should I say a blog of some kind that was really awful. Saying he hated her etc.

I just think, well what grounds does he have to hate her personally? He's never met her, all stories in the media are of course blown out of proportion or distorted. He can say he hates her songs and her vid clips, but not truly her person. Maybe he wishes he was her? Don't know.

Hate is such a wasted energy. It attracts too, it attracts bad karma and bad energy in return. My brother is experiencing that himself. I honestly think he deserves what he is getting, he doesn't know how to love and all he is about it hate. So of course he attracts everything that is adverse, coz that is who he is.

I don't think he'll ever learn. His attitude is that the world owes him. That's the end and the beginning, I should pity him really. I'll try that next time I see him, maybe I won't get so aggravated as a result of his careless comments...